A week of slacking off even in my weekly journal
Monday#
- Bought the AcHobby pillow, it will arrive in a month.
- Ordered the lava mooncakes from Tao Tao Ju to send home; the past two years were durian snow skin mooncakes, this time I switched flavors, and I haven't tried lava ones before. The reason for choosing Tao Tao Ju is that I can't afford mooncakes from Hong Kong.
- My mind is still echoing with various memorable scenes from MyGO. After watching this video, I realized that this wasn't just a coincidence; they have been working hard for a long time. 【Discussion】How the Lost Star Came to This World, Talking about the Story Behind MyGO Project_Bilibili_bilibili
Tuesday#
- Started worrying about what content I should write for my article on Wednesday this week.
- I don't even know what I've done at work; I'm a failure as an employee...
Wednesday#
- After some back and forth, I ended up writing a review of Fire Emblem: Three Houses, but I'm really not good at writing these kinds of review-introduction articles. It's hard to express my unique perspective based on what others have already said.
- The goal of writing the article seriously affected my work progress; I spent the day slacking off writing material for the Fire Emblem review. But this game holds so many memories for me that there are almost endless topics to write about.
- Received the light novels I ordered over a month ago. Two volumes of "NO GAME NO LIFE" and one "Goodbye, Eri."
- I realized I need to redefine my plans and direction.
Thursday#
- I gradually understood the current sense of incongruity; my weekly articles should align with my monthly Random goals. Now, every article I write each week is a new topic, which is too fragmented.
- The day ended with a 4-hour meeting with the BOSS, mainly discussing how we can achieve our goals.
- Yes, I'm wasting this freedom of mine, using it to slack off every day. Coming here every day feels like being imprisoned, which is a problem in itself.
- After it ended, I stopped thinking and directly started reading "No Game No Life 12." Reading these books is really relaxing and enjoyable, but the story of gaming life is quite hard to empathize with. After all, the protagonist is quite overpowered.
Friday#
- After getting a motivational boost from the BOSS, I finally changed my morning routine and even did some exercise.
- I still forgot what work I did. I only remember that every time I pick up my phone, what I want to do is different from what I actually do. This happens every day, often.
- I finally understand what internal friction means; this is what I call internal friction, and it might have lasted over a year. You can tell a person's state from their sitting posture at work, like leaning forward or backward. Leaning back is a clear sign of a slacking mentality (like me), while leaning forward indicates a focused state when doing something.
Saturday#
- Finished reading "No Game No Life 12," but Douban doesn't have an entry for this book yet; it's my first time submitting a request to add an entry. The cover was also scanned on-site.
- It's quite amazing that I enjoy reading "No Game No Life" every time; I feel spiritually uplifted each time. I finished it in just a day or two, and it's strange that when I truly focus on reading a book, time seems to pass surprisingly slowly. It's that feeling of time being fulfilling.
- Decided to go out for a walk this weekend, so I booked tickets for the movie "Oppenheimer."
Sunday#
- Woke up and played Fire Emblem Engage for the whole morning, didn't pass a single level, total disaster.
- In the afternoon, after watching "Oppenheimer," it felt like my brain had eaten a compressed biscuit; I couldn't digest it for a long time after watching, and I want to see it again.
- Unlike reading books or textbooks, the movie left a deep impression on me. I'm considering whether to get a movie card to watch one film each week. But it might be hard to find four movies I want to see in a month. It would be great if the cinema could stream documentaries.
Postscript#
This week flew by just like always, to the point that I forgot what I did. This is the first time I've written a completely stream-of-consciousness weekly journal. I was thinking that the National Day holiday is coming soon, and I would write again after returning. But I still can't let myself off the hook.